Short story : Never ending wait !

we decided to order take away our Coffee, within few minutes cold frappe mixture of crushed ice ,skimmed milk,cream ,coffee & on top of it vanilla ice cream was in our hands .we moved towards parking area where car is parked, we slipped inside the car while discussing a movie which was ended couple of minutes ago.looking into eyes of each other just to get confirmation if either of us knw what that movie is all about as we spend most of our time talking to each other .expression on each other faces said it all & we just laughed on it .Our coffee container was filled uptill cap as if person working with Costa ,started social service to coffee lovers by giving extra coffee within same price.As i twisted my wrist with key & car engine started .i realised that both of us didnt want coffe shower on us while driving on road .so i twisted again & switched it off .mutually decided to finish coffee then make a move .sitting adjacent to each other sipping our cold frappe wasnt a bad idea , but light strikes in my head with an old incident happened in parking lot of a shopping complex .
Incident happend almost a year back when i was into so called complicated relationship with a girl(Ar) . Ar & me were roaming around in a shopping complex ,enough time has been wasted roaming around , so we decided to move .Our cars were parked in lower basement , as soon as Ar reached to her car which was parked just next to mine , i bring surprise gift for Ar out of my car .Package was huge,nicely gift wrapped & she was surprised with giggles on her cute face. i still remember those emotions on her face .I feel like mission accomplished to make her please ,spoil,happy ,smile & surprise at the same moment. Ar & me both are sensitive to receiving gifts & well knwn for attaching emotions to it.Once again we did it ,Ar emotions to be on receiving end & my emotions attached to see her chubby cheeks stretched with a cute smile.We glided ourselves inside the car & her fragrance made me to loose control as Ar was sitting next to me on driving seat , ear rings of Ar were sparkling ,shining with gold & motivated me to do something ,like they were saying dont let this moment go away from you .Slow movement of ma hands touched her cheeks ,ear lobes while making an excuse to check her ear rings .i started rubbing them to feel her soft skin ,within few seconds ma body inclined towards her & ma eyes were closed to go deeper in that moment & make our lips wet with a KISS.Suddenly i heard someone knocking on car window , opened ma eyes with frustration filled into it bcoj someone just snatched a magic moment out of ma life .i rolled down the window glass with press of index finger in hurry to shout out loud on whomsover was there to kill ma moment and i did it , shout out so loud that guy standing next to car got scared . he was bit shaken by rude attitude of me .After couple of secs he managed to take deep breath & gather his courage to ask me & Ar to leave parking lot as any such activity is not allowed within parking lot.I ignored him & he started walking towards security check area of shopping complex . i thought he`s gone now & not  coming back for more . To ma surprise he came back with almost half a dozen of men with him , all of them were in same uniform as light blue shirt ,Black color wide belt tucked into dark shade trouser & batch tagged on their shoulder to give them feel like they are part of any national/state defense system .Sadly they are not , they are just security guard of shopping complex dedicated to parking lot area.They came upto us & asked us to leave the parking asap with "the more the merrier" expression on their face , Ar quickly realised that its better to leave as she used to visit this place a lot with her dad & other family members for shopping & dinning .She doesnt want any of them to identify her car & make any issue later on .Like any other idea she successfully injected this idea in me to leave parking .Since then i see each & every security guard of shopping complex bigger villians than amrish puri & prem chopra or parents of bollywood movies but feeling of that moment was still alive within me, filled with foiling,unjust,anger & never ending lust for those lips!

em managed to bring me back to present from past while stirring coffee into ice cream .Memories of that incident bring me to a point where i had to ask em very politely with smile if we can move out of parking area & finish our coffee on the way to drop her.She accepted the suggestion & we moved on , it was our first date & she was more than happy with it .couple of months went by very quickly as we spent lot of time together .One fine day of our breakup /finaly breakup she praised few things about me....
one of them related to our first date , precisely when i suggest her that we should move out of parking lot bcoj ppl may come & notice that we are sitting inside a car for a longtime ,its not good idea to kill time here .she considered it as a move of a gentlemen who is more concerned about a girl sitting next to him & it become more like a passing test for me to qualify for a relation.i didnt knw what to say in return as experience with Ar helped me to gain em but Once again it touched me with feel of foiling,unjust,anger & never ending wait !

Brutal EDM : Tomorrowland 2012 Live !

Last year was good , this year is better .Tomorrowland 2012 line up is brutal , you cant complaint about not enough music provided by this hajj for all music lovers .Wait for a year comes to an end on 27 July 2012 .This year its going insane with each famous DJ possible on this earth is linedup.Around 400 DJs are lined up for this mega event & currently they are f*cking crowd with their every possible beat .Only thing i can do is to complaint about not going there in Belguim and being a part of this camp.Sitting idle @ home , do nothing about my problem .Its not me so i decided to hunt for any live stream available .Surprisingly it is coming live on one of the YoutubeChannel
Here it is :
http://www.youtube.com/user/TomorrowlandChannel/live


Couple of hours in morning / evening watched it live . Quickly i scrolled  line up of famous Djs scratching their console here .For today(29July) , popular ones are Afrojack, David Guetta and Dave Clarke . Kind a sad to figure out that Tiesto is missing here .I tried to convince myself that i wasnt able to go to Belguim this year .Its OK , anyways Tiesto is not playing .Most of the Tiesto boys including Avicii , Porter Robinson & few others are scratching.But Daddy of all these boys are not part of party .Avicii & porter robinson  made crowd to rip off their clothes & bang their heads .Madness is fully spread in this event , ppl are enjoying  like its their last day on earth & only thing which can save their life is to dance on Music for like forever .I tried to find if there is a single person whos depressed to death & not able to enjoy this event .i couldnt find it .all of them & i mean all of them are riding high on musical spirit.I m sure Tiesto must have some genuine concern to avoid this event , bcoj i dont think Organiser of Tomorowland are such  fool that they didnt send invite to him. 
While i m writing this , Nervo Blonde chicks wearing V-Moda headphones  are  kicking into the everyones head , if you dont knw them yet , curse yourself for being so unaware about them!
Ppl from everywhere around the world , few may be not from this world ;-) are wearing caps , shades , monkey suits , banana suits , getting some weird hair cut .....drinking beer , champaign showers going around , smoking joints .All of them are going crazy in this coolest & most enjoyable festival of EDM music .
Watever ppl are doing their ,m still missing Tiesto into it .Love Life Love Tiesto !

Sign OFF :

Life is a dream !

Vast energy light beams colliding with each other at the speed which is beyond measurement .collision creates an enormously huge explosion .Explosion keeps on going for like forever and it released so many small particles .After an entire era of  explosion , energy just calm down , but it makes a significant change into energy . Energy  changing into a form which is slowly & slowly getting mixed with particles released by collision .Energy which has no shape till now , started taking a huge shape mixed with particles . We can call it a body which is made of particles & energy inside it .Entire energy is accumulated into one shape of body .Combination of energy & particle = Body , we will call it S for reference in this blog .
Whole purpose of energy is to be creative & keep create something .Nothing can keep energy away from creation . Now whole energy is contained within body of S , which needs to perform its usual task of creation .Earlier whole energy was un-organised like flow of water , waves , smoke but now energy becomes more organised within the body of S .Which makes S capable of creation within an organised manner .S decided to begin work of creation , but S needs another organised form of energy with whom S can start his never ending & keep multiplying work of creation.
As need arises , S released some energy from its own & allowed it to form another body .Another body (energy+particle) which we will refer as V in this blog.
S  providing one portion of energy within his own mind by concerntration , Being derived from energy of S , V can access this space energy at any time & interfere with energy .
S is providing empty space everlasting peace and abode for both material, non-material and spiritual universes. which hold objects , V is injecting objects into this abode . Abode provided by S is so large & big which itself creates a question ,What is going to happen inside it? V decided to release some energy & assign the task of objects creation , define laws for objects .Thus V released innumerable B out of his body .Each B is responsible for a single universe & each B has his own life period of 100 years.Means life of universe is also defined.


Multiverse just started within mind space of S & roles are defined as below :

S - providing empty space with everlasting peace to captivate objects into it .He becomes "one who captivates", "one who consolidates", and "one who destroys"

V - Injecting object into S space ,He becomes the master of—and beyond—the past, present and future, one who supports, sustains and governs,"Preserver"

B - cosmic functions of creation, maintenance, and destruction (limited) .

S started concerntrating & accumulating energy into his mind space & provided empty space to V , then V started support & administrating the work of B .
Each B has started creating universe for his own & start filling it with objects & scripted all objects to tie within certain limits with their actions(Karma).
Multiverse has began into empty space of mind in S .Every universe is covered by seven layers — earth, water, fire, air, sky, the total energy and false ego — each ten times greater than the previous one.Out of innumerable universe , inside one universe , there is space defined in B laws as Earth . various objects are injected into earth like animal , small creatures ,birds , human & so many others.Human are capable to simulate or participate into whole process of creation which is started by S, V, B .As each & every object on multiverse are just part of infinite energy , thus work of creation has to be continued by them .Objects can create something or anything within their own universe or step up levels .Top level is just empty space of mind within S.On earth humans are provided with the capability to reach on top  level/layer which is empty space of mind in S . Those who did it , found themselves dissolved into absolute / infinite energy of S .Which is defined as Moksha by B into scriptures.


 I was just thinking about levels & going on top of it .The entire process of creation , seems to me like we all are living into a dream .A big dream which is projected by S , managed by V , filled by B .
 One day if i can control energy within dream & keep doing work of creation in my dream , it may resulted into creating further down levels for entire process of creation started by S. But for now , m living into dream of S at bottom level.



Note :  Max Age of Universe can be calculated as per below details of B each day & night .B max age is 100 yrs.
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S = Shiva
V = Vishnu
B = Brahma  - Brahma's day & night, each consists of his 12 hours or 4 billion 320 million human years."(Srimad Bhagavatam 12.8.2–5)
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Poor Voice , Rich Text

To everyone writing text is not new ,  we are doing it since our age of 4/5 & few intelligent mind started at age of 3 .
Our ancestors were doing it on walls , rocks , leaf & watever comes their way . We started writing on slates , notepad with pencil , notepad with variety of pen ( ball , gel , small tip , solid tip & etc)  and then came Era of Technology where we all started using notepad with Stylus , keyboard/keypad of lappy/PC , Keypad of Mobile. We continously evolved  bed of text , so we can comfortably laid it (RIP).
Diff phase of life & context keep on changing , like in School life text is more about  homework , tution work , improve handwriting , exams >  College life its about lecture notes , chit chat notes , love letter , political slogans , exams ( Again ;-) )   > Office life its about office project plans , excel sheets , power point presentation , e-mails & GOAL Reviews (exam again) .whatever time left after office life then its about personal notes , e-mail, chat with friends , sms ,facebook ,google, cheques to sign , try to be author of untitled book/script which is Releasing Soon for like entire our life .
I realise that most of us are more comfortable with writing text to ppl in our day to day life comunication more than voice . Smartphones are hardly used for Voice Calls . Recent Survery done by mobile network O2  results are backing up my realisation of Text Power !

 On the other hand Voice just defeated by text like Euro Cup finals ( Italy vs Spain ) . We all knw history was written by Spain 4-0 Win . Is text defeating Voice ?  For me Voice is not just defeated by Text , Voice dissolving into text. Everytime we prefer to write something  rather than using voice , at that moment we are dissolving voice into text . Text is becoming a solvent , capable of dissolving another substance  (Voice ) .


What makes voice to dissolve into text & Text to be powerful over Voice ???
Ans .  
1) Voice restrict you to communicate with hearing challenged ppl .
2) Text is like limitless ,  blind ppl can sense text & write it too ! 
3) Travel expenses of Voice are far higher than Text in real world as well as on Internet . still Pratibha Patil is winner .
4) Less resources are consumed compare to voice like : (Some Technical Shit , dont give a dammn if you dont get into Ans 4 . ) 
     -->  When Analog voice signal converts into Digital signal ,Bandwidth required is 64kbps.
     -->  Text of  Ans.4 requires only 51bytes , convert from hardcopy to softcopy .
     -->  Voice need ideal surroundings , but Text  just need  combo of  -pen&paper or mobile / lappy!
5) Text can be read again & again , untill meaning is clear .Spoken words are more prune to voice accent barrier & more repetitous than text .
6) Manmohan Singh voice is completely dissolved , you can only get text from him ;-). 
7) Few ppl exist in my office .They are inspired by our PM & motivated by Power of Text , thus they are not using Voice , only Text ! 


 This blog (Solventtext.blogspot.com) is entirely dedicated to my voice which is dissolving into powerful text . Poor Voice :-(    Rich powerful Text :-)  


PS: If someone wiling to start NGO for Poor Voice  . Let me knw , i can donate some words to Voice ;-)